Magical Truffles, Space-E, DMT, Trip-E

As I mentioned earlier, I invited Janek, my former Polish house mate to the Netherlands so we could catch up, this is because I couldn’t find the right flights to go to Poland to visit him.. thus him coming to the Netherlands instead.

We decided that on Saturday evening (18^th November) we would go on a ‘magical journey’ or ‘go shrooming’ as Janek calls it, and this magical journey involved sharing a box of Atlantis magic truffles (actually the 1^st ones I tried in the Netherlands), and taking 2 Space-E pills each.  Both pictured here.

I wore my special mushroom socks for the occasion.

A few days earlier I tried some apparently special mushrooms, for which I ended up eating the whole packet with absolutely no effect.

And with both of these.. the truffles & the Space-E pills, Janek and I had little to no effects.  Janek often feels it way more than I do, see the article where he freaked out/ had a bad trip. [link to article]

So on this occasion, he said he felt something, but very lightly. But for me nothing.

He turned around and went to sleep, and I figured, hey this is going to be my last time doing this, maybe I can make it interesting.  So I took the last 3 DMT pills, you know… those ‘god’ pills, that I wrote that massive article about the ‘cyclical creation of the universe’ with. Then 1 Trip-E pill, the 1 that I said I probably wouldn’t recommend.

For the DMT pills I just swallowed normally, and for the Trip-E one, I emptied the pill powder into my mouth, then swilled around with water, and kept in my mouth for about 2 mins,…as I heard that having things below your tongue quickens the pace that it is absorbed into the bloodstream.   I’m not sure it exactly worked like that… but something kicked in pretty soon.

So 7.5 grams of mushrooms (no effect) + 2 Space-E pills (no effect) + 3 4-ACO-DMT pills + 1 Trip-E pill.

And then baamm!   I could suddenly see different light sources sharing multiple frequencies of light with other light sources,  I could see vivid patterns of frequencies of light I hadn’t really seen before, as well as straight lines of light, just everywhere.  It was amazing.

And then the dreaming started.

I think what most people assume you’ll see is…not actually what you see.  You don’t have proper hallucinations, there’s no pink elephants just walking around casually… but you do kind of dream whilst you’re awake.

You may be looking into a dark corner, and you will imagine an entire art scene in picture, then video format, with brilliant vivid colours, clear as day details as well as hearing the sounds / music from the events.  You may look outside and see the tree blowing in the wind, but see the tree across multiple timelines or realities, it may be closer, further away, more leafy, larger, more alive, you may be the tree….all at the same time.  That’s more what its like.

Maybe.. to be honest, if you take enough…then you’ll have proper hallucinations, but in fact I don’t think so.  I think most of the crap you see in movies, tv shows or even public announcements is just that, just crap.  They make it up to scare you into thinking….well drugs are bad, I shouldn’t do that.

And to be fair, if you can’t do it safely with the proper understanding of what is going to happen… OR…. The dosages to take etc.   …. then yeah, it will be dangerous.  But that’s why its so important to have exactly that.

People are curious, and they’re going to try stuff anyway, I think you may as well have all the information there, all the correct information on hand because IF people are going to try this stuff anyway, then you at least want them to be safe and not be a burden to other people.

So, any more suggestions?

Yep, I’ve said this before, but rhythmic music, no singing…because you just won’t be able to follow along, and it will distract from your imagination and the journey that you mind wants to go on.

I listened to this. Four Tet – New Energy (2017) [FULL ALBUM]

And was staring at the picture …just thinking it was amazing.

I also listened to a lot of Moderat, (electronic music) specifically this one

The music video is pretty amazing

And also this song  Slow Match,

which is actually a song that we listened to a few times before.  This song gives me a feeling of tribal dance and some sort of ritual done around a fire.

Normally I would say- have a question in your mind that you want answering…. And your mind will work through it, and by the end you will probably have an answer to your question…because you mind will just work through all contingencies to come up with a well thought out answer.

But alternatively you can also just not have a question, and just let your thoughts flows, see what your imagination comes up with.

Know that this next part is mainly for myself, but with all of these things I try to write down what I either felt, saw, imagined, etc.   just because you often comes up with amazing ideas or genuinely really think things through or put things clearly into perspective when you can access different levels of consciousness.

Understand that I saw all of these things most vividly, clear as day.  It might be a bit difficult to understand from my writings here, because some of my notes are borderline unreadable, and apparently some I just couldn’t write down in a way that conveyed exactly what I was seeing/ thinking.

So,

Artwork

Artwork #1
-purple doves with black outlines taking up the majority of the painting, pastel colours of pink, yellow, orange sunset taking up the rest of the painting

Artwork #2
-Dominating blueish, clear sphere taking up the majority of the picture.  Purple, pink horizon behind it, colourful horizon distorted in the sphere (much like MC Escher)

Artwork #3
-From the vision of the tree throughout different timelines/ different realities, – Massive overgrown forest tree, emphasised black trunk painted in the way the Van Gogh began to paint trees, really important to get the black colouring correct and the ashy texture of the trunk. Mass of leaves to be painted the same way, blueish grey, dark sky not painted in this way, more ash filings.

Thought about art.

-Picture/ video artwork, can it transform? Can you show a picture to someone and then somehow allow them to dive into the picture and show more of the actual scene?

Artwork #4
-Blackbridge Racing scene, or similar.  Showcase bike/ car is featured with bare neon lights all around, people gathered around, there for the event but not actually for the bike, neon lights flicker, quickly die, come back and suddenly everyone else is gone, the curious person is still there, slowly approaching the bike.  Flickers again, everyone is back, curious person is gone, flickers again, curious person + bikes designer is there, kindred spirits.

 

 Artwork #5
-Sentient, mechanical, curved black painted metal, jointed like long fingers.
A creature/ alien that actually survives off light & music, to showcase that life can be anything, doesn’t have to be something as life as we know it.
-More like a plant than an animal, yet is sentient and can share knowledge among itself, is either 1 life-form, or many different lifeforms that are the same species.
-Somehow to paint the absorption of music & of light.

Artwork #6
-Motorbike wheel featured centre, drum brakes, 5 cast alloy spokes (not wire spokes) bmw style drive (not chain drive), pastel pints, yellows, peaceful colours shown in the background, across the desert in the background.
-Peaceful painting.

 Artwork #7
-Upside down pyramids (exact drawn), green light cast, night time, cartoon like plants? [some sort of figures but drawn in a cartoon way] , real bodies looking onward, touch sensations, yellow, pink, grey, charcoal, brush white, black cartoon style. Oily overlay
Title: <The Observers>

 Artwork #8
Title: <The Colourful Funeral>
-Vibrant colours, sheets of yellow, maroon red, blue, green linen hanging down in great lengths, dancers Arabic and African/ tribal dancing,

starting from 1.4 playing during the wedding.  Celebration of life ritual, rather than mourning of the dead.

Vision:

-Seeing light mixed around, as if someone got a paintbrush put it to light and brushed it to created smears/ swirls of light rather than clear light. (many colours)

-Drooping colours

-I can see light flickering, normal light.   [In the same effect that a lightbulb about to die sometimes flickers too slow that it becomes annoying, I could see all light sources flickering.]

-A curtain of distorted light coming over the window.

-Light effect, tree, green, always unnaturally moving, keeping shape, looking as if it is closer, far away, withered & full forest tree, bigger smaller, all at the same time as if I was seeing the same tree across different versions of reality or something. Could feel what the tree was feeling.

-Seeing multiple timelines at once.

-Graffiti on the walls [walls of my room], pinks, blues, greens, vibrant colours, tags (colourful writing), pictures, flashing in and out between the reality of no such graffiti there, and then suddenly graffiti there.

-Can see separates lines of light, separating time.

Ideas

-From the graffiti on the wall Vision – black light paint colour car.   No black light = just plain black.   Black light on= graffiti art, tags, colourful.   Have a black light somewhere on the car (top of windscreen, back of roofline for example) to highlight graffiti art panel hidden underneath the black paint

Thought

-It’s as if someone got light of what I intended to do, and doesn’t want me writing it down, difficult to write clearly.

-Forgot how to write, as if guided not to write properly, as if I wasn’t meant to write any of this down, as if I was meant to follow a journey instead.

-Need to stop procrastinating

-Wasted a lot of money from procrastinating, actual money.

-This body needs to live, the mind doesn’t.  [I think I actually meant to write the mind needs to live, the body doesn’t  & actually I don’t even know what I meant by that, maybe that the mind is such an important thing]

– I feel like eating sushi

-The performance I once saw in New York was actually amazing, and was actually probably meant to be seen on these kind of substances.  I wonder if I can see that again.

-Is it recommended to go to do a evacuate ones bowels before taking such substances?

-A fear of happiness/ sadness all at the same time.

-Fate/ fated… are some people fated to do certain things?

-Multiple me consciousness world? (kind of illegible here) + another whole sentence that is completely unreadable

-Stinging like needles, or bees in calves. [in reference to the fact that the Trip-E has guarana in it, and your mind is given a boost and goes on its journey, your body also is given a lot of energy, yet you can’t do anything because your mind is stuck on its journey….thus the energy seems to go straight to your legs for some reason… and ends up hurting because you can’t do anything with it.

-This soul has inhabited many bodies, maybe even female, native American.   [probably unconsciously absorbing ideas I’d absorbed from a book I was reading called ‘Wild Seed’ by Octavia E. Butler about someone with that power]

-Body not strong enough to take so much information, knowledge

-lost my soulmate, altered timeline

-Caused a tear, same as with the tree, plant

-Adrien, art is the key

-Blackbridge neon motorbike scene

-Slur, which adds ripples of colour [no idea what I was meaning here]

Dutch priority [also no idea]

-Its about the mind not the body, music captures it

-Escapism or reality, you can actually choose, most people choose escapism

-Co-authored art presentation, and ‘envisioner’ & a creator / realiser.

-Need to create music, must learn how.

-Rachel’s father

-French architecture

-Drowning, reality… [rest is unreadable]

-I don’t fell like I’m in the right body, I feel like I should be more muscular than I am at the moment. [maybe a reference to the fact that I’ve lost muscle mass since my accident]

-I might never be able to bring the desired artworks to life, what I can actually see in my mind

-this body is sick.  [this body probably IS sick, but I don’t really know what that was a reference to]

-Echoes of another time period, sounds, vague, breaking through

Hopefully this magical journey has a positive effect on me like all the others have done so far.